I Have Decided

Today is Tuesday, 13th August 2013.

Now when I write this one, I still have a chance to be a student one of the best university in Indonesia. It's located in my town, Yogyakarta Province. The chance will expire about 22.00 (not to give attention to this deadline :p). Still several hour. But I'm not going to register. I would resign.

I know that life would not necessarily feel easy. One time, we get a lot of things that according to what we want, so, of course we will feel so happy. For us, the universe works very well. On the other day, all things feels so wrong. When we feel that universe betray us, actually we forget one thing. We forget that wheel of life is always spinning.

And here's I'm on June, July, 2013. Its feel that I'm on bottom of my wheel of life. I failed in several target although some targets well exceeded.

Fortunately, my family, especially my parents that always support and really know how to make me strong, succeed me to keep fight. There are many paths in this world. I know. And I try to believe to my self again for first.

Then, I follow the rule with a lot of hope inside. I must get state university. I must. I 'try' to do my best. But, you know, its feel so exhausting. Don't know why.

Until one day, my wheel of life start increase. I got one of good university in Indonesia. I'm so happy. Really thanks to God, Allah SWT for this one.

Again, my wheel of life increase. I got the other good university in Indonesia. This university the same with my old brother's. And this second one maybe better than the first one. A lot of people say it. (Both in same department). I happy too. But, don't know why, its just happy.

Although several time ask which one would I choose, but parents already know my answer. Just wanna make sure, said them with laugh. I just smile.

Some friends so confident guess that of course I'll take the second one. And some friends think that I'm so strange (and stupid-maybe?). I don't know why they all think such as.

Its not because my parents have paid all tuition for the first one.

There are a lot of reasons.

I have decided.

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--Its just the same. Between no choice and with many options you do not have time to get confused, we just have to choose the next step, right?--justanotherhome.blogspot.com

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